早上匆忙赶班车，出门太急没有拿伞。才走到门口，忽然看到天上散落下的雪点。还在疑惑是否是雨的时候，察觉到肩头上立着的点点雪色，以及听到雪落在外套上的嚓嚓声响。这就是今年上海的第一场雪么，如此轻盈，像伴着风从远方飘来一样，突然降落在城市的上空，又嘎然而止，稍事便无所踪影了。

朋友说：人要在状态最好的时候做出的决定才可能是好的、理性的、自己不会后悔的。

oh my mama told me 
'cause she say she learned the hard way 
she say she wanna spare the children 
she say don't give or sell your soul away 
'cause all that you have is your soul 

well i was a pretty young girl once 
i had dreams i had high hopes 
i married a man he stole my heart away 
he gave his love but what a high price i paid 
all that you have is your soul 

so don't be tempted by the shiny apple 
don't you eat of a bitter fruit 
hunger only for a taste of justice 
hunger only for a world of truth 
'cause all that you have is your soul 

why was i such a young fool 
thought i'd make history 
making babies was the best i could do 
thought i'd made something that could be mine forever 
found out the hard way one can't possess another 
and all that you have is your soul 

so don't be tempted by the shiny apple 
don't you eat of a bitter fruit 
hunger only for a taste of justice 
hunger only for a world of truth 
'cause all that you have is your soul

i thought, thought that i could find a way 
to beat the system 
to make a deal and have no debts to pay 
i'd take it all, i’d take it all, i'd run away 
me for myself first class and first rate 
but all that you have is your soul 

so don't be tempted by the shiny apple 
don't you eat of a bitter fruit 
hunger only for a taste of justice 
hunger only for a world of truth 
'cause all that you have is your soul

here i am, i'm waiting for a better day 
a second chance 
a little luck to come my way 
a hope to dream, a hope that i can sleep again
and wake in the world with a clear conscience and clean hands 
'cause all that you have is your soul 

so don't be tempted by the shiny apple 
don't you eat of a bitter fruit 
hunger only for a taste of justice 
hunger only for a world of truth 
'cause all that you have is your soul

oh my mama told me 
'cause she say she learned the hard way 
she say she wanna spare the children 
she say don't give or sell your soul away 
'cause all that you have is your soul

all that you have 
all that you have 
all that you have 
is your soul

胡乱看些张爱玲小姐和那位胡兰成先生的一些痴缠恩怨，颇有些感触。那位胡兰成先生称张爱玲是“民国世界的临水照花人”。查“临水照花”之意为：“一种特殊女人的特别状态——孤傲、敏感、卓尔不群，但是却逃不开心灵之篱栅。这样的女人大都会用文字来跳舞，舞跳得过于高明，便没有了舞伴来陪，只落得人在高处，灵魂总是寂寞。” 心为之一动，这些话写得通透。

于是，又看到下面这句话，出自张爱玲哪本书不做考证了。闲来送给一个朋友，望予宽慰。

“于千万人之中，遇见你要遇见的人。于千万年之中，时间无涯的荒野里，没有早一步，也没有迟一步，遇上了也只能轻轻地说一句：“哦，你也在这里吗？”

再次在挑选什么样的家具装饰上与家人有不同的意见。今天是关于窗帘。。。

回家了...

当我在国家地理杂志的网页里看到这副画，海子的那首诗又跳近脑子“面朝大海，春暖花开……”虽然还在这个潮湿的冬季里既没有蔚蓝的大海可以眺望，也没有花朵花香的柔软芬芳，但是这样的画面还是让人产生了些脱离实际的联想，关乎爱情的，关乎岁月的，关乎神秘传说亦或者杜撰的古老故事。不管是如何诞生了这对石人，他们现在正伫立在海崖边，笑容被石匠的手定格又蒙上岁月历经后的沧桑，望穿着沧海桑田又固守着这海枯石烂的誓言。

1.你认为最理想的快乐是怎样的？

心无形役

2.你最希望拥有哪种才华？     

写诗

3.你最害怕的是什么？

犯下无可挽回的错误

4.你目前的心境怎样？

还好，有时会应无法实现别人对自己的期待而感觉沮丧

5.还在世的人中你最钦佩的是谁？

想不出来，现代社会中已没有精神领袖了

6.你认为你最伟大的成就是什么？

依然保持着独特的自我和天真

7.你自己的哪个特点让你最觉得痛恨？

心软

8.如果你能选择的话，你希望让什么重现？

唐宋文化盛事

9.你最痛恨别人的什么特点？

言而无信

10.你最珍惜的财产是什么？

身体和精神的康健

11.你最奢侈的是什么？

“浪费”时间在那些看似无效益非实际的事上，如对艺术的喜爱

12.你认为程度最浅的痛苦是什么？

短暂的别离

13.你认为哪种美德是被过高的评估的？

服从

14.你最喜欢的职业是什么？

电台主持

15.你对自己的外表哪一点不满意？

鼻子不够挺拔

16.你本身最显著的特点是什么？

热忱与想象力

17.还在世的人中你最轻视的是谁？

没有

18.你最喜欢男性身上的什么品质？

睿智与胆识

19.你使用过的最多的单词或者是词语是什么？

好的

20.你最喜欢女性身上的什么品质？

智慧与柔韧

21.你最伤痛的事是什么？

第一段情感过程中的无奈

22.你最看重朋友的什么特点？

包容真诚

23.你这一生中最爱的人或东西是什么？

人性的光芒

24.你希望以什么样的方式死去？

自然的方式并在自然的环境里（山林湖边）

25.何时是你生命中最快乐的时刻？

得到自己所爱所尊敬人的认可和肯定

26.你的座右铭是什么？

行到水穷处，坐看云起时

最近无故又想起这些缠绵深情的老歌，拿出来晒晒吧，很想在ktv里头唱，炉子要好好学习哦。

《when you tell me that you love me》

I wanna feel this way
Longer than time
I wanna know your dreams
And make them mine
I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do

I wanna hold you close
under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel your pain
I know what's beautiful
Looking at you
Here in a world of lies
You are the true

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
no matter where you are
And bring you
Anything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

I wanna make you see
Just what I was
Show you the loneliness
And what it does
You walked into my life
To stop my tears
Everything's easy now
I have you here

In a world without you
without you
I would always hunger
All I need is your love
to make me stronger